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[Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][FIN]
« on: Tue, Dec 01, 2009, 05:43 AM »
Author:  FuryanGoddess
Title:  Pon Farr
Fandom: Star Trek 2009
Rating:  NC-17
Warning:  for graphic sex.
Pairing:  Spock and Autumn OFC
Disclaimer: I do not own Spock, Scotty, or Kirk or anything else Star Trek related.  I am only using them for my amusement.  I make no money by this and I mean no offense.  I do 'own' Autumn, as much as you can a person in a fanfic you wrote.  Lea Archer belongs to Bitten, and I just play w her sometimes too.  You can read that story here A Perfect Universe
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Summary:  What happens when a Vulcan goes into Pon Farr when there is no home planet left and no 'wife' to return to?  To make matters worse and against all logic, he is in love with someone else.
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Authors notes:  Thanks to Bitten for the tons of help and time she has put in to this story for me and beta, suggestions, answers and everything else.  Thank you also goes out to Evil Grin for her encouragement to write again and to do this story.

Prequel Human Emotions
 




Vulcan Mating Rituals

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PON FARR:


Every seven years the adult Vulcan male must endure a time when his logic is ripped from him, when a lifetime of suppressed emotion erupts to the surface. It is the Pon farr, the time of mating. Pon Farr is an ancient drive that impels the Vulcan to return home to take a mate, or die. It is seen as a deeply personal experience. Few outworlders know of its existence. Vulcans do not usually speak of it even among themselves. They shield it with ritual and custom shrouded in antiquity.


Pon Farr brings with it a neurochemical imbalance that leads to erratic behavior in the Vulcan - nervousness, sleeplessness, outbursts of anger and violence... he can even become unaware of his actions. It's as if huge amounts of adrenalin are pumped into his bloodstream at once, and if nothing is done about it, the physical and emotional pressures will simply kill him.


It culminates in a condition known as Plak tow, or blood fever, where the male is overwhelmed with emotion and unable to think about anything else but satisfying his biological imperative. This state must be followed to its natural resolution. And there are only three known ways to do that. Taking a mate, the ritual combat and intensive, private meditation. Meditation is only attempted as a final resort, under circumstances where the pursuit of the other options is impossible. Achieving psychological resolution through meditation and thus correcting the chemical imbalance requires a degree of discipline that is extraordinary, even for a Vulcan. But such attempts are rarely successful and most often merely defer the inevitable. The preferable response to Pon farr is to fulfill the impulse, as nature demands. Those already partnered in a Vulcan union consummate the cycle every seven years.



Chapter 1:  I do not like Pon Farr!

Spock took a deep breath and blew it away silently.  He could not let anyone know what he was feeling.  If they knew, they would lose respect for him, maybe even make jokes and laugh at him.  He had enough of getting made fun of as a child, he would not allow it to happen as an adult.  No one could know.  He was strong enough to beat this on his own, he had before, though it did not seem this severe. He would do it again without the violence, without the mating, he would keep his logic and meditate away the fever as soon as his shift ended.  Only two more hours.

Unable to maintain his silence any longer, Spock turned and said, "Scotty, is there a purpose to your visit to the bridge, other than distracting the Lieutenant from her duties?"

Autumn's soft laugh died on her lips as she looked over at Spock.  She had never failed to complete an assigned task and it was very unlike him to comment on anyone's actions unless it directly effected his work.  Scotty, bless his happy soul, didn't seem to notice the tension in Spock.

"Yeah, well, I was just chatting up me wee lass.  It gets boring down there in the engines.  Thou' they're warm, they don't talk back, and they're not as pretty neither,"  Scotty replied with a grin and turned back to Autumn.

Autumn's eyes remained on Spock as she spoke, "Actually, Scotty, I really need to finish reviewing these charts and plotting our next course. My shift is almost over and I need to have them for the Captain." 

"Right, well, guess that's my cue to leave.  I'll talk to ya later, love." Scotty leaned over and gave Autumn a kiss on the cheek before he got up and left the bridge.

Autumn watched as Spock's eyes turned black and narrow for a moment before he turned back around to face his console, seemingly satisfied that Scotty was gone.

She and Scotty had become quick friends.  She liked his twisted sense of humor and his accent.  He made her laugh and she was shocked that he really was in Starfleet.  He was so different than anyone else she knew and she found it refreshing.  Autumn loved spending time with him, but by the looks of it, Spock did not approve.

If he knew how much she loved him, he'd have no reason to doubt or feel jealous because she was sure that is what she had just seen in his eyes.

Odd, Spock never really gave much emotion away. Every once and a while, she'd catch a glimmer of something in his eyes, but not anything as intense as she had just witnessed. Something was up with him and she wanted to find out and help if she could.  She'd have to wait until her shift ended, only two more hours.  Autumn grinned as she realized that was when Spock's was over also.  She wondered if he had anything to do with the scheduling or if that fell to the Captain's duties?

The questions fell from her mind as she returned her focus on to her work.  She had a short period of time to do a lot of work, thanks to Scotty.  She'd have to tell him to cut his visits shorter in the future.  She couldn't afford to have anything effect her performance.  Neither Kirk nor Spock would put up with it and she really liked her position on the bridge.

The whistle sounded as the shift ended and Spock was more than grateful.  His mind had grown increasingly hectic and troubled.  His body seemed to not want to do what he ordered it to  and once, he caught himself shaking.  Shifting in his seat, Spock almost groaned as his erection dug into the zipper of his pants.  This was not something he was accustomed to and it made him begin to doubt that he would be able to handle his Pon Farr alone as he had always done.

He was not sure if it had to do with getting older, or with the destruction of his world.  Maybe when Vulcan fell, the need to mate and procreate became stronger?  That seemed like the logical reason for the increased hold the Pon Farr had over him, but he could not be sure and he did not like that.

Spock turned and stiffened in every way when he saw Autumn bend down to retrieve a stylus she had dropped. Maybe it had nothing to do with Vulcan at all.  Maybe it had everything to do with a certain red head in a short blue skirt and a pair of sexy gogo boots.  He was glad she wore blue, on top of the fact it matched his uniform, it accented the blue in her eyes.

Who designed these uniforms, Spock wondered, and why did they think males would be unaffected by the females' lack of proper covering?  Standing, Spock walked slowly to the turbolift and managed not to even glance at Autumn, but he could sense her confusion.  He knew he was acting out of character, but he could not help it.

Autumn hurried into the turbolift and gave Spock an awkward smile as the door closed. She didn't understand why Spock was acting the way he was.  Was she pushing him too hard, too fast? Did she want more from him than he was capable of giving? He was the one keeping them from going to the next level and now he was acting all weird and jealous.  It was very confusing.  The last thing Autumn ever thought she'd have to deal with would be Spock's jealousy.

"What's the matter, Spock?" she asked softly as she watched the bars of light flash as the lift descended the levels.

"Nothing is the matter, Lieutenant," Spock replied without looking at her. 

Autumn looked over at him and shook her head, "Do you expect me to believe that?  You only call me Lieutenant on the bridge now.  Did I do something wrong?  It's not my fault that Scotty was talking to me, but he's my friend.  I have every right to have male friends."

"Of course you do."

"They why the attitude?" Autumn ground out.

"I do not have an attitude, I just think it is inappropriate to," Spock paused to find the right word but nothing logical would come to mind, "flirt while on duty."  Flirt was not what he had planned or wanted to say.  Try as he might, he was having an increasingly hard time thinking properly and logically.

Autumn laughed and rolled her eyes, "Flirt?  You think I was flirting with Scotty?"

Spock glared at her, "I know you were."

Autumn gaped and stood stunned for a moment as the door opened and Spock began to walk with quick, stiff steps.  He had never reacted that way before.  The look on his face did nothing to hide his anger.  With a curse, she ran to catch up to him and grabbed his arm to turn him to face her.

Though she knew it was wrong, his anger sparked her own.  "When have I ever acted inappropriately or failed to compete my assigned task?"  She cocked her head when Spock didn't respond.  "Not once and you know it!  I told you before how I feel about you-"

"Stop!" Spock snapped as he looked around and grabbed her arm and pulled her into his quarters.

With a trembling breath, Autumn looked up at him and she fought back tears, "Are you ashamed of me?  Is that it?  Is it because I'm human?"

"My mother was human," Spock said flatly but that just enraged her more.

"I know she was human and because of that fact, I love you.  I love you because you can feel human emotions.  I don't think I could stand being with a full Vulcan, not like your father."

"My father is a good man."

Spock was back to his unemotional self, at least for the moment.

"Yes he is, but one that could only admit that he loved his wife after she was gone."  Spock flinched and Autumn asked again, "What is wrong with you?  You aren't acting like yourself."

"I am not my father."

"What does that mean?" she cried.

"I do not know!"  With a trembling hand, Spock rubbed at the perspiration on his forehead and took a breath, "I think it would be wise if you left before one of us says something we can not take back."

With a very unlady like snort, Autumn agreed, "Fine, Commander.  You know where to find me when you stop PMS'ing."  She spun around quickly only to bump into Captain Kirk.  She looked at him and saw his lips twitch.

"PMS'ing?" Kirk asked, "Spock?"

Autumn threw a look over her shoulder at the Vulcan, "If it isn't PMS, it's something else.  Maybe you'll have better luck figuring it out than I.  Of course, you're just a lowly human too."

Autumn stormed out of the room and wished vehemently that the doors swung shut so she could slam it in his face.  The green blooded, cold-hearted hybrid!  Stopping in the middle of the hallway, Autumn fought with herself.  Everything inside of her wanted to turn back and hug and kiss him until he told her what the matter was.  She loved him and was pretty damn sure he loved her too, as much as he was able to, but she had a little pride left.  If he was having doubts about her, albeit her race or just her in general, she would not push him any farther.  He would have to come to her after he decided once and for all.

Spock stood stiffly as he waited for Jim to start firing off questions about his behavior. He was not sure he would be able to handle it at the moment.  His stomach churned with lack of food and gnawing hunger.  He was tired and felt feverish.  Still, he remained still out of sheer willpower and waited for Kirk's questions. 

"Spock, what do you know about the new Non-Human Specialist Lea Archer?"

Confused by the change of subject, Spock raised a brow, "I do not understand the question, Captain." 

"It's a simple question, Spock.  What do you know about her?  Is she involved with anyone?  Married?  Why did she not choose to go to Starfleet if she wants to serve on a starship?"

Humans and their questions were highly illogical.  "I do not know the answers to those questions.  I was unaware it was my job to find out.  Perhaps I can have Autumn pass her a note next shift."

"Haha, is that sarcasm, Spock?  Clearly, Autumn is correct.  You aren't feeling well.  Why don't you tell me what's the matter?"

"There is nothing the matter!  Why won't anyone believe me?" Spock snapped and shoved his desk chair out of the way.  All he wanted was to be left alone, but clearly that was not going to happen any time soon.  Madness threatened to overtake him and he was starting to worry about what could happen.

Being Vulcan, Spock was stronger than any human dreamed of being and he did not want to hurt anyone.  He did not want the blood fever to over take him and make him do something he was sure to regret.

Kirk looked at him with raised brows.  "Well, for one, you're irritable as hell and two, you don't use contractions.  I didn't think you were capable."

"I did not use a contraction."  He denied, but could not be sure.  He was not thinking properly any longer.

"Yes you did.  You said, 'Why won't anyone believe me', not "Why will not anyone believe me."

"So?"

"There you go.  So.  So what?  So what's wrong?"

"The matter is closed, Captain," Spock said as he picked up the chair he had just knocked over and sat down, "There are things I refuse to talk about, even with you."

Kirk looked at his first officer and sighed.  He hated to pull rank, but he had a good idea that this occasion called for it.  "Commander Spock, I order you to tell me what is bothering you."

Rage filled Spock for a second and he jumped up and took a threatening step toward Kirk who did not flinch or react in any way.  He remained calm and that helped Spock get a grip on his emotions.  He did not want to tell Jim, it was too personal, too intimate and no outworlder knew about it. 

"Please, Jim, if you are my friend, do not demand this of me,"  Spock pleaded.

"It is because I am your friend that I have to insist."

Spock sighed and knew there was no way to avoid it any longer.  He was asked as a friend and ordered as an officer.  He had to tell Jim the truth.  Oh how he wished at times like these he could lie.  Sitting back down in the chair he sighed and rubbed his hands together, "It is called the Pon Farr."

"The Pon Farr, what is that, some kind of illness?"

"Yes, in a way.  Blood fever.  It's something most outside of Vulcan do not know about.  We, ourselves rarely talk about it."  Spock paused and tried to calm the burning in his blood.  "Every seven years, Vulcans are stripped of their logic and have to face their more... primitive urges."  Spock could feel sweat dampen his flesh and his shirt stuck to his back.  It was very uncomfortable.

"Primitive?  What, like sex?"  Kirk tried, he really tried not to make a wiseass comment, but in the end, he failed, "Do you need to get laid, Spock?  Is that what this is all about, because I'm sure Autumn is up..."

"Do not talk about her that way!"  Spock jumped up and growled as he grabbed Kirk's shirt.  After a moment, he released him and stepped back as he straightened his shirt, "Forgive me, Captain.  I believe it is in everyone's best interest that I take a leave of absence."

Puzzled, Kirk also smoothed his shirt, "Why can't you just... work it out here, Spock?"

"It is much more than the urge to copulate, Jim.  It is the way a Vulcan takes a mate. Normally, I would return to Vulcan, but since it has been destroyed, along with the one I was mated to,"

"What? Mated, like married?  Spock, are you married?"  Kirk interrupted.

"It is less than a marriage but more than a betrothal.  It does not matter now since she perished along with my world." Spock said matter-of-factly.

"Doesn't matter?  Does Autumn know about this?" If Kirk knew anything about women, he knew that everything that you didn't think mattered, in fact did.  If Spock didn't tell Autumn about this other woman, she'd skin him alive when she found out.

Spock shook his head, "No, she does not.  It is why we have not..."

Kirk knew what they hadn't done without Spock finishing the sentence.  Still, one question remained, "Would it have mattered if you did?"

"I do not know.  I am unsure if I would have been drawn back to Vulcan, back to T'Pring.  It was not logical to become intimate with Autumn until I knew for sure.  It would not be right to hurt her in such a manner." 

Well, at least Spock cared that much.  "But T'Pring is dead?"

"Yes, but I am still Vulcan.  I was unsure if I would be called to the colony to chose a new Vulcan mate, especially with so few of us left.  It is what my logic tells me to do.  It is what I should do to save my race, but,"

Understanding, Kirk smiled.  "It isn't want you want, is it?"

"No, it is not.  I want Autumn."

To Kirk, it was simple, go after what you want and screw everything else.  Kirk always followed his heart, his emotions, never so much his logic.  It was what made him and Spock such a great team.  They balanced each other out.  "Then Kung Pao with Autumn."

Spock snorted, "Pon Farr, Jim.  Kung Pao is a food.  Chicken I believe."

"I believe you are correct and it's quite yummy too.  Now, I'm gonna go so you can get some action." 

Groaning, Spock wished once again that he had not told the Captain anything. He knew that he would never live this down.

"It is more complicated than that.  The blood fever can only be quelled by violence, intense and intimate mating or meditation.  I believe that I am past the meditation point, though it was my plan once I retired to my quarters for the evening, but she followed me."  Spock looked around, "I can still smell her."  He shook his head, "And then you showed up."

"Would you like me to send in Scotty?  The two of you can duke it out over the girl." Kirk said, only half joking.

"I do not think that that is a wise plan, Jim, as I will fight him to the death for her.  I would fight anyone to the death for her and that, that is what scares me.  These emotions scare me, I do not like Pon Farr.  It is uncomfortable." 

Kirk laughed, "I imagine you will like the resulting fun."

Spock doubted that there would be any 'fun'.  "Autumn is quite put out with me at the moment."

"Well, you should have told her what your damage was."

"My damage, sir.  Forgive me, but I do not understand human talk.  I sometimes wonder if my mother really came from your world."  Just for once, Spock wished that he fit in somewhere.  He was too emotional to be full Vulcan, too logical to be fully human.  Now, with the Pon Farr upon him, it was another thing to set him apart from the rest.  What would Autumn think of him now?  Would she decide he was too alien for her?  Perhaps she would be better off with someone like Scotty, someone that could love her openly as she deserved.  The mere thought of it almost crippled Spock.

Laughing loudly, Jim started to leave when Spock stopped him, "Wait, Jim.  I do not wish to complete the ritual on board the Enterprise.  If something were to happen and we were interrupted, I believe there would be bloodshed."  If Scotty looked at or talked to her one more time, there would be bloodshed.

Kirk rolled his eyes, "You know, for a first officer, you're a major pain in my ass!  What do you need?"

Scotty gone.  "A ship, leave for both myself and Autumn."

"For how long?"

"I do not know."

Throwing his arms up, Kirk grumbled to himself, "Great!  Fantastic!  Anything else you'd like?  Wine?  Caviar?"

Cocking his head, Spock replied, "I do not eat the flesh or products of animals."

"Jesus, I know that, Spock. When do you want to leave?"

"If I can convince Autumn to accompany me, I would like to leave immediately."

With a sigh, Kirk put his hand on Spock's shoulder and was shocked to feel the heat there.  Spock was usually a little cooler than everyone else.  It helped the Vulcans survive on such a dry and hot planet and right now, he felt like he was running a good 101.  Perhaps he would stop by and talk to Bones before making the arrangements.

"Autumn loves you, Spock.  She will agree."

"To marry me, Jim?  I am stuck between two worlds.  I have no right to ask that of her."

Unsure what to say, Kirk just repeated what he said, "She loves you, she'll agree."
« Last Edit: Sun, Aug 15, 2010, 12:13 PM by Furyan Goddess »

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #1 on: Tue, Dec 01, 2009, 09:00 AM »
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Spock turned and stiffened in every way when he saw Autumn bend down to retrieve a stylus she had dropped.


Ha! I laughed out loud the first time I read that!


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Who designed these uniforms, Spock wondered,


Indeed! I bet every one has wondered that. How practical is that stupid micro skirt in a blood match against the Gorn? And those stupid boots?! Not too useful if you have to run away from a pissed-off Klingon.


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"Stop!" Spock snapped as he looked around and grabbed her arm and pulled her into his quarters.


Ah, nice! It's good to see Spock lose control, even for a second.


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"Are you ashamed of me? Is that it? Is it because I'm human?"


Aww!


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"PMS'ing?" Kirk asked, "Spock?"


*snort* I know this is supposed to be new Kirk and new Spock, but I could just hear Shatner saying that line. Perfect!


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Perhaps I can have Autumn pass her a note next shift."


Heehee. Good to see Spock's humor showing through.


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Kirk tried, he really tried not to make a wiseass comment, but in the end, he failed, "Do you need to get laid, Spock?


Ahh, classic Kirk. Gotta love him.


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It was not logical to become intimate with Autumn until I knew for sure.


He's a sweetie!


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To Kirk, it was simple, go after what you want and screw everything else. Kirk always followed his heart, his emotions, never so much his logic.


That's why I've always loved him.  :happykiss


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"Then Kung Pao with Autumn."


 :drink

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Perhaps she would be better off with someone like Scotty, someone that could love her openly as she deserved. The mere thought of it almost crippled Spock.


Nice use of language there.


I'm loving this story. I'm so glad you decided to do it! And seriously, I think we need to change your title to "Spockmonger"!!
« Last Edit: Wed, Dec 23, 2009, 06:43 AM by Bitten »

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #2 on: Tue, Dec 01, 2009, 10:55 AM »
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intensive, private meditation

*lol* Who's gonna meditate when he can screw the living hell out of someone else? That must be one die hard celibate Vulcan! I love that you posted this explanation, Tracy. Pon Farr rang a bell, but I couldn't recall exactly what it meant anymore.

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He could not let anyone know what he was feeling. If they knew, they would lose respect for him, maybe even make jokes and laugh at him

Seriously, he needs a therapy 'cause he got some self-confidence issues going on here.
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he would keep his logic and meditate away the fever as soon as his shift ended.

Uhm. Maybe I should reconsider what I said above. *coughs* :D
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but by the looks of it, Spock did not approve.

I wonder if she'd approve him chatting up other girls. Not that he'd ever do that *giggles* but still...
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She wondered if he had anything to do with the scheduling or if that fell to the Captain's duties?

Must be a coincidence. Especially if it was the Captain's duty. ;)
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"I do not know!" With a trembling hand, Spock rubbed at the perspiration on his forehead and took a breath, "I think it would be wise if you left before one of us says something we can not take back."

He's behaving like such a dick. *lol* Definitely PMS!
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Humans and their questions were highly illogical.

Particularly humans going by the name of "Kirk", it seems.
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"Yes you did. You said, 'Why won't anyone believe me', not "Why will not anyone believe me."

Nitpicker. :)
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"Do not talk about her that way!" Spock jumped up and growled as he grabbed Kirk's shirt.

:love
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"Then Kung Pao with Autumn."

:river OMG!
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The two of you can duke it out over the girl.

Brilliant idea, Kirk. *lol*
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The mere thought of it almost crippled Spock.

I can feel his pain. Poor Spock!
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"To marry me, Jim? I am stuck between two worlds. I have no right to ask that of her."

Oh damn, Spock, you're being so silly!


Tracy, I love this so much from the very first word to the last. Again, I think you've got them all covered with utmost perfection. I can feel Spock's pain and despair, his anger, his fading self-control, and I had to laugh so much at some (scrap that - most!) of Kirk's comments. I hope you'll be posting the follow-up soon, I can't wait to read more!

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #3 on: Tue, Dec 01, 2009, 12:05 PM »
Thanks so much, Janine.  It's been really fun to write.  In my head, Kirk is such a goofball.  He loves his ship, but he's a smart ass little shit.  Always making comments and laughing behind ppls back.  Not meanly, you know?

I watched the Star Trek Amok Time eppie where Spock Prime goes into Pon Farr and he can become a real dick mwhahhaha.  

Thanks for the review and I've already started the 2nd chappie!

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #4 on: Tue, Dec 01, 2009, 02:08 PM »
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Always making comments and laughing behind ppls back.  Not meanly, you know?

Yeah, I can totally see him doing that!
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I watched the Star Trek Amok Time eppie where Spock Prime goes into Pon Farr and he can become a real dick mwhahhaha.  

That sounds like homework for me, and one I'll be glad to do. :yieppiehh

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #5 on: Fri, Dec 04, 2009, 06:31 AM »
AN:  Thanks to Bitten for her help and beta, suggestions and general fangirl talk.  Thanks also to EG for her beta and support.  

Chapter 2: It's Complicated  

Kirk paused in the hallway outside of Spock's room and sighed.  When he first decided that being a Starfleet captain was what he wanted to do, he never anticipated the issues that would arise from his staff.  Pon Farr?  Mating rituals.  What next?  Klingons?  Lord help them all.

It wasn't like he didn't have his own romantic issues to deal with.  Everyone thought he was an unabashed slut, and while that was somewhat true, he really was trying to mend his ways.  Not because it reflected badly upon him and his crew, ok well that's not entirely true, but that wasn't the main reason.  It did have a little to do with the conversation with Pike, but again, not the real reason.  

The main reason had a set of legs on her that wouldn't quit and a mouth made to nibble on for hours on end.  As much as he tried to deny it, even to himself, he didn't want her to think poorly of him.  She was already a long enough shot as it was, flaunting himself and his sexual exploits in front of her was not about to win him any points.

Rolling his eyes at the sappiness of his thoughts, he set out to find the ship's head doctor.

"Bones," he called as he entered sickbay.  "Where are you at?"

"I'm back here, Jim, keep your socks on."  In no apparent hurry, Bones finished up with his patient, a funky looking gray... slug that had eyes all over it.  Jim hid the shudder than ran down his spine.

"What happened to..." Him?  Her?  Jim wasn't sure.  In truth, he really enjoyed the diverse make up of his crew, but there were some, no matter who you were, that were a little hard to take.  He knew from his personnel roster that the one seated before him worked in the bowels of the ship, hence all the eyes.  It helped them see in the pitch black, but it didn't mean they were pleasing to human eyes.

Bones shook his head, "It's all fun and games until someone loses an eye, right Ekkahah?  No more paperclip battles!"

Ekkahah appeared to lower its head and nod, then slithered off the table and lumbered its way out the door.

Kirk and Bones watched it go for a few moments before Jim turned and said, "Does it ever bother you.."

Bones cut him off, "No! I'm a doctor, Jim, not some squeamish teenage girl. They have feelings too.  They feel pain and emotions.  They deserve the same care as any humanoid does."

"Yeah, I know," Kirk said and then sat down on the table the gray slug was sitting on a moment ago.  He jumped up and wiped at his butt.

"Don't worry, they don't leave slime trails, that's why they're suited to do their job.  They can squeeze anywhere and even hang upside down without leaving residue behind."

Still, Kirk didn't sit back down.  "I have a problem, well, not so much me as we or... better yet, Spock."

"What are you going on about, Jim?  I have a lot of work to do and I'm down a nurse. Chapel picked up some kind of virus and she's down for a few days.  I have inventory to do, ordering to do, reports to write and file-"

"Spock is dying," Kirk said flatly, knowing that would get the good doctor's full attention.

Bones' head snapped in his direction, "What?"

"Spock is dying, well... not yet at least, but unless he gets laid, he will."

"Laid? Dammit, Jim, just once, can't you explain something easily without all the cryptic talk?  Is he dying or isn't he?" Bones didn't have time for Kirk's runaround.  If Spock was really, truly sick, he had a lot of research to do.  Bones took great pride in his work and knowing as much as he was able to about any given species under his care, but unless you're a Vulcan, the brain could only hold so much information.

Fidgeting with some medical equipment, Kirk explained, "He has entered Pon Farr."

Yanking away the instruments from Jim, Bones' brow furrowed for a minute before he picked up his tablet and started typing feverishly.  "Pon Farr?  That's what he called it?"

"Yeah."

"When?  How is he?  How far along?  I think I've read something... ahh, here it is."  Bones was quiet for a minute as he read and then cursed.  "What do we do?  Vulcan is no more."

"He's requested a leave of absence and a ship."

"We can't let him go out alone, Jim, it'll be suicide."    

Jim smiled slyly, "He's requested a leave of absence for Autumn also."

Grinning, Bones nodded slowly, "Autumn, really?  'Bout time, I say.  Truthfully, I was beginning to wonder if he had it in him.  I think Scotty was starting to get a little too attached to her."

Jim grunted, "Spock agrees with that and has asked that they be kept apart for fear that he'll kill Scotty."

"Well, that would suck," Bones said in his normal, dry tone.

"No doubt, especially for Scotty."  With a tired sigh, Kirk went on, "What I need from you, Bones, is to check Spock over before they leave.  Make sure he's ok, that he's gonna make it and not hurt her."  

Already loading up his medical bag, Bones shook his head, "If I know one thing, Jim, it's that Spock would never hurt her, or any other woman for that matter," Bones said in all confidence.  "No matter how crazy he gets, he knows he's stronger than any one of us and he'd never turn that onto a girl."

Kirk knew the doctor was right, but still, he couldn't help the little sliver of fear that stabbed at the back of his brain.  He'd seen Spock lose control, they all had, but his view point had been a bit more... up-close.  "You weren't the one looking into his eyes while he was choking you.  On top of that, I've felt Spock Prime's emotions.  For a cold-blooded bastard, he feels things very deeply," Kirk said, trying to lighten the mood and his mind.  

Bones scoffed, "You asked for that, telling him that he never loved his Mother.  If ever there was a man with Mommy issues, it's Spock."

Kirk nodded in agreement.  The subject of Spock's mother Amanda was one that was never broached again by any of them.  No one really knew how deeply effected he had been by her loss.  Spock Prime did not know his mother perished along with his world.  In his time, she lived a full life.  That was one burden that his younger counterpart bore alone.    

"Well, I have to go and make arrangements and see to it that their shifts are covered for at least a few days."  Kirk walked to the door and then turned back, "Report to me as soon as you've completed your exam."

"You bet."  Though Bones had a pretty good idea what Spock would tell him to do with his exam.  He just hoped that he didn't try to show him.

Against all logic, Spock was nervous as he stood outside Autumn's quarters.  He looked down at the small box in his hand and wished he had never brought it.  Should he take it back?  Give it to her at a different time? Or would it help soften her toward his earlier behavior?

He was being stupid and acting like a love sick child.  He began to turn away and stiffened when he saw Bones standing hardly a meter away.  Spock had not heard or sensed his presence at all and that was disturbing.

Bones looked down at the box in Spock's hand and smiled, "For me? Spock, you shouldn't have."

Quickly hiding the gift behind his back, Spock stiffened even more.  "I do not have time for childish games, Doctor. If you would please step aside so I could be on my way."

"Oh, no you don't.  You still haven't asked her have you?"

Spock's lips thinned ever so slightly, "I should have realized that the Captain would run to you."

"Jim's worried about you."

Remaining unconvinced Spock lifted a brow, "There is no need."

"Why don't you let me be the judge of that?"

"I do not need an exam, Doctor, please step aside."

"Like hell.  If you're in such great health, why are you sweating, and shaking?"  Bones whipped out his medical tricorder and began to scan Spock's body with it.

Enraged that his wishes were being ignored, Spock grabbed Bones by the throat and slammed him against the hallway wall.  "I said I am perfectly fine.  I suggest you take your tricorder and stick it-"

Autumn's door opened and for a second, all should could do was gape.  Spock had Bones against the wall and even though his tone was civil, his words were not.

"Spock!" she cried.
 
His head snapped in her direction and he quickly let go of a slightly blue physician and stepped back.  With a stiff movement, he straightened his shirt and avoided her eyes.  "If you would excuse me," Spock said as he tried to make as gracious an exit as he could manage.

"Wait, Spock." He stopped but did not turn back around to face her. "Is there something you needed?"  Autumn asked softly.  She had hoped that he would come to her.  She couldn't stand the rift between the two of them.

Bones snorted and received a sneer from Spock.  A sneer!  Truthfully Bones didn't think he had it in him and he was secretly proud of the Vulcan.    

"No," Spock said at the same time Bones said, "Yes."

Autumn just sighed.  There was no reason for Spock to be outside her door unless he had good reason.  They all knew that.  Why was he avoiding her?  "Spock, please, come in.  I think we need to talk."

After a moment, Spock agreed. "Very well," he said as he turned and followed Autumn into her rooms.  With one last questioning look at Bones, she closed the door and turned to face the Vulcan.
 
Autumn looked at Spock and couldn't help the rising panic that filled her.  He didn't look well and he was paler than normal, if that was possible.  She wanted to reach out to him but she was still kind of pissed off at the way he had treated her earlier.  Still, he had come to her door for a reason, Spock always had a reason for his actions and what was up with the box he was clutching in his hands?  Deciding to ignore it for now, she crossed her arms and waited for him to speak.

Spock looked everywhere but at Autumn.  He knew this was it, it would only end one of two ways from this point and both of them scared him.  How he wished he could look at it from a logical sense, but that was not possible at the moment.  If he told Autumn the truth, she might tell him to go away and say that she wanted nothing to do with him any longer, or she could agree and change both of their lives forever.

Pon Farr meant mating, mating meant children.  For most of Spock's adult life, he had convinced himself that he did not want or ever plan on taking a wife or having children.  He was half human. No matter who he mated with, their blood would be tainted by his.  Though others looked down upon him due to his mixed race, he failed to see it as such a disadvantage. His father and home world wanted him Vulcan, his Mother was proud no matter what, but it had to hurt her that he chose the more logical way of life.

He should have been more open to her when he had the chance.  Had he ever told her that he loved her?  Did she know how deeply she resided in his soul?  She was gone now, all chance of telling her was gone.  

Autumn rolled her eyes and took a step toward him, "Spock, what is the matter?  You came here to talk, yet you stand there and stare off into space. What ever it is you have to say, I can handle it, I'm a big girl."

A big girl that's about to get her heart broken, she was sure of it now.  He was going to tell her that he didn't want to see her any longer.  She'd pushed him too far, demanded too much and now she'd lose everything.

Spock finally looked at her and cocked his head, "Do you think I came here to end things with you?"

Autumn threw up her hands, "I don't know why you do half of what you do.  You claim to do the logical, but nothing about you makes sense!  Hot and cold, that's how you run.  You claim that you are not ashamed to be with me, yet you won't claim me openly."

Lust shot through Spock to the likes of which he had never known.  Images flashed in his mind, his hands buried deep in her mass of red hair, grabbing, pulling and he slammed into her over and over again.  It took all of his will to remain standing and when he spoke, his voice was rougher than normal, "Is that what you want?  To be claimed like a possession?"

Say yes!

"No, but I'm getting sick of hiding how I feel about you. Do you want me or not, Spock?  It's a simple question and I deserve to know the answer."

"It is more complicated that than, Autumn."

Sighing tiredly, Autumn shook her head, "It always is with you.  Why don't you tell me why it's so complicated?"

He was shaking now and he knew that she had to see it.  Pretty soon, he'd lose all control of his thinking and start acting on instinct.

"It is called Pon Farr.  Only Vulcan's are effected by it.  We need to mate every seven years, go home.  Take a wife."

Autumn gasped as Spock began touching her arm lightly.  He seemed completely unaware of his actions but it sent chills racing over her body.  She knew that his fingertips were extra sensitive and each caress was like a kiss, the very thought threatened to buckle her knees. Her thoughts jumbled and she couldn't concentrate on what he was trying to tell her.  

"My planet is gone, the one that was to be my wife is gone.  But it is you I want, it has always been you, Autumn."  Spock looked her in the eyes then and asked, "Will you complete the Pon Farr ritual with me?"

Trying to focus, Autumn blinked.  What was he talking about? Pon Farr?  What the hell was that?  Wife?  Is he married?  Is that why he hasn't touched me until now?  Seven years?  Is that the only time he's going to want to touch me? No, that can't be right, she'd felt his erection press against her as they were kissing before.

Pulling her arm quickly away, Autumn took a step back and gasped as Spock swayed slightly.  She reached up and caught him only to have him crush his lips against hers.

The kiss was brutal and primitive, two words that she would never have used to describe a kiss from Spock up until this point. He pulled her tightly against him and she could feel the heat pouring off of his body.  He was on fire, burning up and every muscle in his body was taut.

Gasping for breath, she pulled her head back only to have Spock trail kisses down her throat. Moaning, Autumn closed her eyes as colors whirled around her.  Yes, this is what she has wanted from the first moment she set eyes on him, but something wasn't right.

"Spock," she whispered and threaded her fingers into his thick, straight hair.  It was damp and slightly mussed.  Again, something that had never happened before.

After a few moments, Spock seemed to remember himself and took a few calming breaths.  "I have a ship on standby.  It is fully stocked with fuel and food for us.  All that I want... all I need need is for you to agree to accompany me."  

Trying to make sense of everything, Autumn's mind raced to understand.  He was asking her to mate with him.  Not just have sex, but mate.  There was a huge difference, she knew. Cocking her head to the side, she asked, "If I go,"

His eyes were serious as they pinned her, "There is no turning back.  If you get on that shuttle with me, I will claim you, you will be mine until one of us dies."

So matter-of-fact.  No sugar coating it.  Just plain truth and logic.  So like Spock.  She also knew that Vulcans lived a lot longer than Humans.

"I've never loved anyone but you, Spock.  I'll go with you, anywhere you need me too."

The relief he felt was overwhelming and immediate.  She said yes, Jim had been right.  Spock was sure he would never live it down.

Unwilling to waste any more time, Spock took her hand and began to lead her from her room.  "Very well, let us go,"  Spock stated in his normal, smooth tone.  Now that he knew that she was willing, the fever cooled off, if only slightly.  He could think somewhat clearly for now, but he knew once he got her alone, that would all change once again.

Autumn skitted to a halt, "Wait, don't I have to pack?"

The look Spock gave her made her toes curl in her boots.  "You will require no clothing, I promise you that."

Autumn smiled, she really liked this side of Spock.  Maybe, once Pon Farr was over, she could tease a little bit of this out of him from time to time.  

Grinning, she looked at his hand, "What's in the box?"    

Spock too looked down at the box and removed the lid.  Inside was a ring with a design carved into a burnt-orange gem.  "This stone is, was, only found on Vulcan."  Swallowing, he took the ring out of the box, "It is my family crest, but unique to me.  It will signify to the universe that you are my mate and everything that I am, and everything that I have, belongs to you in the event of my demise."

Spock held out his hand for hers and smiled when he saw that they were both shaking.  He slid the ring onto Autumn's middle finger of her left hand. Tossing the box on the floor, Spock pulled Autumn close and gave her a soft gentle kiss.

"If I do not have you soon, I will surely die," Spock whispered and then grabbed her hand and began making his way through the ship toward their awaiting shuttle.

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #6 on: Fri, Dec 04, 2009, 08:03 AM »
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"I'm back here, Jim, keep your socks on."

"It's all fun and games until someone loses an eye, right Ekkahah?


I think you're doing a great job with McCoy's personality.  :)


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"Spock is dying, well... not yet at least, but unless he gets laid, he will."


Ha! That's just a line for most guys, but for Spock, it's true!


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Fidgeting with some medical equipment, ... Yanking away the instruments from Jim,


 :lolmao  I can just picture Kirk and McCoy in this very scenario. I keep seeing original Kirk and Bones in these scenes, as well as the new actors, and I love it!


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"Well, that would suck," Bones said in his normal, dry tone.

"No doubt, especially for Scotty."


*lol* I think your humor is right on.


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"For me? Spock, you shouldn't have."


*snorks*


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"No," Spock said at the same time Bones said, "Yes."


This is one of the reasons why I loved the original Trek. The humor was always there, in a subtle way. You're doing it right!


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yet you won't claim me openly. ...  Lust shot through Spock


Oh yeah, that's hot.  :evil


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Say yes!

"No


*LOL* Poor Spock!


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If you get on that shuttle with me, I will claim you, you will be mine until one of us dies."


*swoon*



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"If I do not have you soon, I will surely die," Spock whispered


*double swoon* I love that line, and it fits so perfectly in this situation!


FG, you are a bad influence. I think if you write many more chapters like that, I might begin to doubt Kirk's place as the sexiest character.  :evil
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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #7 on: Fri, Dec 04, 2009, 08:13 AM »
There is not much more sexy than a man that is always in control, losing it because he wants you so desperately.  I just hope I can get the sex down as good and as hot as I want it.

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #8 on: Fri, Dec 04, 2009, 08:55 AM »
Me too! :giggle

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #9 on: Mon, Dec 07, 2009, 11:02 AM »
At long last I'm able to read the update and leave feedback! I'm so sorry it took me so long, and I'm really annoyed with my schedule and for not having any spare time sooner, for my own sake. Because I was dying to read chapter two!

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The main reason had a set of legs on her that wouldn't quit and a mouth made to nibble on for hours on end.

I love how you interweave your stories, and that Kirk is making an effort to be less of a man-slut. :laughter I love their humor!
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I suggest you take your tricorder and stick it-

I'm a Vulcan, hear me roar! :redface
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it would only end one of two ways from this point and both of them scared him

Aww, that's so sweet! I'm sure it'll turn out fine, Spocky! :dream And he's giving up way too soon. Hold on, Spock!
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We need to mate every seven years

What, no sex in between? O.o
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No, that can't be right, she'd felt his erection press against her as they were kissing before.

Oh thank goodness!
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If you get on that shuttle with me, I will claim you, you will be mine until one of us dies.

And here I am, all mushy again! I'm so in love with Spock!
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"It is my family crest, but unique to me. It will signify to the universe that you are my mate and everything that I am, and everything that I have, belongs to you in the event of my demise."

Oh my god, isn't this the most beautiful declaration of love you've ever heard? I'm seriously about to cry over this one!
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"If I do not have you soon, I will surely die,

*rubs hands together in glee* And I'll have a front-row seat. :D

You know, very deep inside I'm just a big romantic geek and though I'd never admit it, I love stories that allow me to swoon the entire time. You're feeding to this addiction in a great way, Tracy. The story is sweet, but it's not sappy. You manage to stay true to Spock and the Vulcan vs. Human battle that rages inside of him without turning him into a pussy. I'm tipping my hat here, babe, and I'm longing for more!

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #10 on: Thu, Jan 21, 2010, 11:13 AM »
Chapter 4:   Completion
AN:  Special thanks goes out to Bitten and EvilGrin for help on beta and story ideas and just being great friends.  can't seem to write w/o you guys.  Love you bunches.


Panting hard, Spock trembled, his hands still tightly wound in Autumn's hair.  As he opened his eyes he had to blink to bring everything back in focus.  The walls seemed to move, turn liquid for a moment before they solidified once again.

With effort, he removed his fingers from the silken strands.  Looking down at Autumn, he could only marvel at her. She had given him such a gift, unconditional love, total acceptance. He tried to hold on to the tender feelings he was having, but looking at her flushed face and swollen lips, he failed. 

Autumn gazed up into Spock's dark eyes and smiled.  God, how she loved him.  The slightly dazed expression on his face was priceless and he was looking back at her like she was his everything.  She gasped as the look was quickly replaced with hunger.  An intensity that she had never witnessed overtook him and Autumn couldn't help but lick her lips in anticipation of what was to come.

Spock watched as she tongued the last of his seed from her lips and a low growl rumbled out of him.  His recent climax should have helped his control, at least taken some of the edge off, but it appeared that the opposite was true.  Somehow, he was even more hungry for her and this time, he meant to be deep inside her when he came.   

With a quick jerk, Spock pulled Autumn up hard against him before his mouth crushed hers in a blistering kiss.  He tasted Autumn and he tasted himself, the combined flavor fueled the bloodfever to an almost boiling-point.

Growling, Spock tugged at Autumn's shirt, "Get this off," he demanded, "I need your skin against mine!"

Autumn took a small step back and reached behind her neck to unfasten her shirt.  Hiding her smile in the material, she slowly raised it over her head.  She heard Spock suck in a breath as her breasts were revealed to him for the first time.

Her bra was lace and blue.  It matched both her eyes and her uniform and Spock's body jerked at the sight of it. He was sure that her panties would match but he did not have the patience to wait for her to finish.  With nimble fingers, Spock lowered her zipper on her short skirt and yanked it off.

Wicked heat curled low in Autumn as she watched and felt Spock unravel for her.  He was always so calm and poised, but not now.  He was intense and focused solely on her and the task at hand. 

Spock looked up and locked eyes with Autumn as he flicked open the front snap of her bra and pushed it off. He quickly cupped her breasts in his hands, feeling the weight and smoothness of them.  They were not overly large and that was more than fine with Spock.  He liked that they fit just so in his hand.  The alabaster globes almost matched his own skin tone, just a shade pinker.  Her nipples were small and hard and the color of a pale rose. He stroked her buds once and watched as they hardened more.  Autumn moaned and he gave them a small pinch before he dipped his head and sucked one into his mouth.

The flesh was smooth and creamy and he was sure he could feast there for hours. With a hand splayed against her lower back, he pulled her closer and sucked strongly.  With each pull she whimpered and his body pulsed in response.  Her body was soft, nipple pebble-hard and her skin fragrant. She smelled of lust and love, of both of them combined.   

Autumn buried her hands in his short, dark hair and pulled him close.  She arched to give him better access to her chest.  What he was doing to her was driving her insane and she was ready to explode.  Is it possible to cum without any real contact? she wondered.  At that moment, Spock did the unexpected and gave her a small, sharp nip.  Autumn cried out and came hard.  The climax had been quick, almost painful in it's intensity.  Her body trembled as colors and light danced behind her eyes.

Autumn felt lightheaded and hot.  Edgy and no where near sated.  She needed Spock inside of her.  Needed his strong shaft claiming her, owning her.

She had expected fantastic sex with Spock.  He was so well-versed  in all things that she was sure he would know how to play her body just right.  Cumming before things really got started was something she had not expected but could not be too surprised by. She had wanted him for so long, dreamed of him, his hands and mouth on her; no wonder she broke apart almost the moment he touched her.   

Stunned by her response and quick, hard climax, Spock dropped to his knees and inhaled her scent.  He pressed his nose to her flat stomach and growled before he grabbed and ripped the blue lace panty from her body.  The offending material was keeping him from seeing all of her and that would not be tolerated.  Tossing the scrap aside, he took her lean hips in his large hands and eased back to look at her.

She was wet, really wet, he could see the moisture clinging to her folds.  She had only a thin line of bright red hair and he could not stop himself from tracing his finger along its path.  It stopped just above her clit which he could see pulsing.  Sliding his finger lower, he felt her softness.  She was hot, so very hot and dripping with need for him. 

So many men had longed to be where Spock was now.  Kneeling down in front of Autumn, ready to worship her body.  She chose him, only him and if it were possible for a Vulcan to be smug, then Spock would be.  He brushed against the nub with his thumb and chuckled darkly at her reaction. No man but him would ever have the chance to touch her like this.  No one.  Not Mr. Scott, not any of the other lackeys that volleyed for her attentions.  She was his and his alone.

Autumn gasped and jerked at the contact.  She couldn't help but press her hips toward his hand.  God, she needed his touch.  Craved it like a drug.  Those long fingers teased and stroked her and she was quickly approaching release again.  At this rate, she might die before he got inside of her.

"Spock," Autumn whispered.  Her body was on fire and her mind a mess.  She wanted him to touch her, enter her... do something to her, NOW. "Please!" she begged.

Raising a brow at her pleading Spock yanked her to him and tasted her.  With a long, slow lick of his broad tongue, they both groaned.  It was the first real taste of a woman for Spock and he decided he loved the flavor.  He gave Autumn another pass before lust took him over.  He had waited long enough.  He had touched her, seen her, tasted her... now he had to have her.

She was whimpering and begging for him and he was ready to give her what she wanted.  He inhaled once more, taking her scent into his body and then pulled her down to his level.

Spock kissed Autumn deeply and her thoughts turned to mush.  Heat consumed her as she was lowered onto her back.  The floor of the shuttle was cold, but it felt fantastic against her fevered skin.  Looking up at Spock, Autumn lost her breath.  He was panting, his hair mussed and his cheeks flushed.  He almost looked like a different man; his face was tense, mouth set in a harsh line and brow furrowed in concentration and need.  He was no longer the First Officer of Starfleet's flagship, he was a man overcome with the need to mate.

His eyes burned black and his breathing was shallow.  Sweat gleamed off his flesh and his cock throbbed gently with each beat of his heart. Spock placed his hands at the base of Autumn's back and lifted her up slightly.  He nipped her on the lips once, twice before he placed his shaft at her entrance.

"I am going to fuck you now, Autumn.  Is that what you want?"  The words were harsh and ones that he would have never spoken to a Vulcan woman, to any other woman for that matter.  Only Autumn, only she could set him so ablaze that he would speak in such a vulgar manner, making something so beautiful into something so primal, so carnal.

She wanted to laugh at his formal tone, always so articulate, but all that came out was a small, keening sound. His words were not formal, but rather brutal and sexy and they turned her on even more. 

"Is that consent?"

Consent?  She would have given him consent their very first meeting.  She had wanted this forever and she knew she had made it very clear to him.  There was little doubt about what she wanted.  "Yes, please, Spock, fuck me!" she begged and writhed against him.  He was so close, she could feel the tip of him sliding against her pussy.  She knew he'd be weeping precum and she longed to taste him again.   

Waiting not a second longer, Spock dove into her body with a hard, sure stroke, her wetness easing his passage and causing them both to shudder.  Spock took a single heartbeat to savor his victory before he began to move.

At his entry, Autumn gasped and forgot to breathe.  She wrapped her legs around Spock's lean hips and held on.  Clearly, he was setting the pace of their love making session.  His strokes were hard and deep, sure.  There was no gentleness in him, or in his actions.  Each movement had a purpose, each thrust took them both closer to completion.

Somewhere in the back of Spock's mind, he knew he was being too rough with her.  He had always wanted their first time together to be something special, but he had waited too long.  He felt like an animal rutting; still, he could not stop his body from pounding into hers.  He needed to cum.  He had to cum.  Had to mate.  Procreate.  Sex.  Possess and demand.  Own!

He shifted and heard Autumn cry out from the new sensation.  Slipping in deeper, he claimed her fully.                     

Ancient words filled his mind and spilled from his mouth, "Autumn, finally touching, first time and for all time. You are mine, my mate, lover and friend. My wife."

Awareness blossomed and Autumn knew that what Spock was saying would complete the Pon Farr ritual.  She looked up at him and saw the depth of his feelings in his eyes.  His body might be borderline brutal, but the look on his face reflected his love.  With a small smile, Autumn repeated the words back to him, meaning every single one.

"Spock, finally touching, first time and for all time.  You are mine, my mate, lover and friend.  My husband."

With a triumphant cry, Spock buried his face in her neck and whispered that he loved her. There was no holding back this time, no trying to make it last any longer.  His body would not allow it.  He only hoped that Autumn was as close as he. On a breathless moan, he came.

The pulsing of Spock's body spurred her own climax and Autumn clung to him as everything fell away but Spock.   

Their bodies and legs entwined, they breathed, trying to calm their racing hearts.  Spock felt himself tremble in Autumn's arms.  He was never one to show weakness, but with this one woman, his wife, he allowed himself.

Autumn stroked Spock's cheek and traced the line of his eyebrow.  His body appeared so human, except his ears and brows.  It was what set him apart from the rest, what made him so special and beautiful to her.

There was no one like Spock anywhere in the universe.  Their eyes locked and she whispered, "I love you."

Spock didn't respond, not with words.  They just didn't seem to be enough to cover the depth of his feelings.  He was so thankful that he had not completed the ritual that would have purged all emotion from him.  He wanted to feel, needed to feel to remind him of what he was.  He was half human and his wife was fully human.  Their children, should they be blessed with any, would be only a quarter Vulcan.

Spock knew he should feel guilt about that due to the fact that his race was now endangered from the genocide that Nero committed against Vulcan, but he couldn't bring himself to.  Autumn loved him and he loved her. Nothing else mattered, no one else mattered.   A selfish Vulcan, Spock thought in amazement.  His mother would be proud that he allowed this one thing only for himself.

In one swift move, Spock scooped Autumn up and carried her over to the bed.  He laid her down gently before he stood up straight and formal.  "This is where we should have made love, not on the floor.  I am sorry that I took you like an animal.  Can you forgive my lack of control?" His voice was rough with regret.  How could he have acted the way he had?  Pon Farr was no excuse.  Autumn deserved better from him.  She deserved to be loved and cherished, not thrown to the ground and accosted.   

Autumn almost laughed but she could tell he was serious, dead serious.  His eyes reflected his shame and that just made her fall for him that much more.  "Spock, there is nothing to forgive.  I will take you anyway, anytime.  I like that you lost control, it shows me how much you wanted me.  It lets me know I'm not alone in my need."  Autumn giggled and pulled him down to lay beside her, "Do you know how many times I've fantasized about walking over to your station on the bridge and crawling on to your lap and begging you to take me? And when you and Kirk got in that fight, I thought I was going to cum. I think I would have, if my heart hadn't been breaking for you."

Spock raised a brow and shook his head.  Humans were so illogical.  Why would a fight turn someone on so much?  During Pon Farr, a fight had the opposite effect on him, he just could not comprehend how violence could be so erotic. Of course, he had fantasized about slamming Autumn against the hull wall as he thrust into her over and over again.  Maybe he was not so different after all? Would sex rule him now like it did the Captain  Would he be able to keep his focus and perform his duties properly now that he knew exactly what it felt like to be inside of Autumn?

Spock blinked when he felt Autumn's hand on his forehead.  There you go, getting all serious on me again!" she said with a small smile, "What's the matter, Spock? Do you have regrets?"

Spock shook his head, "If I have any regrets, Autumn, it is that I waited so long to claim you.  I am sorry for all of our lost time together."

"There isn't that much lost time.  We're still young, we have our whole lives," Autumn whispered as she kissed his lips.  She gasped as Spock grabbed her hands and pinned them above her head.

Smiling, she ground herself against him.  He was hard once again, but the burning look in his eyes is what made her catch her breath.

"Know this, Autumn, if you die before me, which is highly likely being I will out live just about everyone on our ship, I will not take another wife.  You will be my one and only."

Autumn's heart squeezed painfully in her chest.  The thought of Spock alone and grieving for her was painful, but thinking of him being with another woman was crippling.

She didn't know what to say to that, had no words to express how much his words meant to her, so instead, she showed him. 


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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #11 on: Thu, Jan 21, 2010, 03:05 PM »
Holy mothership!  :drool
I've been really slack at leaving feedback.. but there's no way I can read this and not wanna praise your brilliance FG!

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Growling, Spock tugged at Autumn's shirt, "Get this off," he demanded, "I need your skin against mine!

 I couldn't help but giggle at this. Even though he's struggling to  deal with his emotions and everything, he's still throwing orders... and it's freakin hot!

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He quickly cupped her breasts in his hands, feeling the weight and smoothness of them.  They were not overly large and that was more than fine with Spock.  He liked that they fit just so in his hand. The alabaster globes almost matched his own skin tone, just a shade pinker.  Her nipples were small and hard and the color of a pale rose.

 I really love the descriptions.. especially the way he's almost analyzing everything about her.. so very spock-like :bow

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Is it possible to cum without any real contact? she wondered.  At that moment, Spock did the unexpected and gave her a small, sharp nip.  Autumn cried out and came hard.

 OMG... I just fell in love with Spock!

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The offending material was keeping him from seeing all of her and that would not be tolerated.

 Definitely the way Spock would think! You have him pegged perfectly hun!

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No man but him would ever have the chance to touch her like this.  No one.  Not Mr. Scott, not any of the other lackeys that volleyed for her attentions.  She was his and his alone.

 I've always imagine Spock to be the possessive type.. and this just reaffirms it for me!

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He was panting, his hair mussed and his cheeks flushed.  He almost looked like a different man; his face was tense, mouth set in a harsh line and brow furrowed in concentration and need.

 Such a beautiful image... him all completely out of control. Love it!

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The words were harsh and ones that he would have never spoken to a Vulcan woman, to any other woman for that matter.  Only Autumn, only she could set him so ablaze that he would speak in such a vulgar manner, making something so beautiful into something so primal, so carnal.

 I'm so glad you added those lines, because for a minute I kinda cringed at hearing him say "fuck". I found it out of character.. but when you put it that way.. it made it kinda hot and I could see him saying it when he'd completely lost all control.

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Consent?  She would have given him consent their very first meeting.

 Really? I wouldn't have guessed it!  :giggle   

This is where I take a moment to breathe... I could highlight every last bit of the actual smut.. but I can sum it up in a few words... FG you have completely floored me with every last detail of their encounter. The detail is absolutely fantastic. I love his words and expressions conflicting with his movements and I love her understanding of what was happening. Simply beautiful!

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"This is where we should have made love, not on the floor.  I am sorry that I took you like an animal.  Can you forgive my lack of control?" His voice was rough with regret.

 Awww he really is a big softy underneath that emotionless facade.

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"Know this, Autumn, if you die before me, which is highly likely being I will out live just about everyone on our ship, I will not take another wife.  You will be my one and only."

  :tthud Absolutely positively perfect.. even if it is a little sad on her behalf.

 :bow  You're writing never seems to amaze me, FG. Just when I think you can't get any better, you do something like this and prove me wrong. I love that you have each of your characters perfected in each and every chapter... and I don't mind waiting that little bit longer for an update, because I know that when I do get to read it, it will be spectacular. But in saying that... I can't wait for the next installment! :-*

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #12 on: Thu, Jan 21, 2010, 03:23 PM »
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    The words were harsh and ones that he would have never spoken to a Vulcan woman, to any other woman for that matter.  Only Autumn, only she could set him so ablaze that he would speak in such a vulgar manner, making something so beautiful into something so primal, so carnal.


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I'm so glad you added those lines, because for a minute I kinda cringed at hearing him say "fuck". I found it out of character.. but when you put it that way.. it made it kinda hot and I could see him saying it when he'd completely lost all control.



Yeah, Fuck isn't really a Spock word, but it fit here where nothing else did. 

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  :tthud Absolutely positively perfect.. even if it is a little sad on her behalf.

 :bow  You're writing never seems to amaze me, FG. Just when I think you can't get any better, you do something like this and prove me wrong. I love that you have each of your characters perfected in each and every chapter... and I don't mind waiting that little bit longer for an update, because I know that when I do get to read it, it will be spectacular. But in saying that... I can't wait for the next installment! :-*


Thank you, that means more than you know, esp after how hard I've been struggling w/ writing the last year. 

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #13 on: Fri, Jan 22, 2010, 07:00 AM »
Wow!  :shock  Amazing FG, gotta tell ya, Spock was never one of the ST charries that struck me.  BUT this fic and that last chapter have really changed my image of Spock!!  You have stayed with that Vulcan Spock persona but added so much more depth to him that has me appreciating this 'war' between his human and vulcan sides. 

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he did not have the patience to wait for her to finish.

 Nice way of getting across how much he's lacking control; patience and Spock just seem to go together when I think of the vulcan dude

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Autumn felt lightheaded and hot.  Edgy and no where near sated.  She needed Spock inside of her.  Needed his strong shaft claiming her, owning her.

 Short, punchy, highly descriptive sentences to get the charged aura across  :rule

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He was no longer the First Officer of Starfleet's flagship, he was a man overcome with the need to mate.

 Apt description that effectively gets across the change in him!

Could go on quoting the whole darn chapter, but that last exchange between them, almost vow like. . .AWESOME!!

Yup, got me hooked now  :hugs


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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #14 on: Fri, Jan 22, 2010, 07:10 AM »
Thanks so much for the review.  I love being able to crawl inside of Spock's head... or what I think of as Spock's head.  he feels so deeply, but because he is Vulcan, doesn't know how or think that he should express it.  I think that's sexy as hell.  Not expressing is different than not feeling, and most ppl think that he doesn't feel.  Even Kirk was like.. "So you do feel" to Spock Prime. 

Feeling and not understanding how or what to do with it cute.  Spock is cute.  Zachary Quinto is fucking sexy.  I'm gonna have to dig up the pix I got for my wallpaper on my laptop and make a siggie out if it... *sigh*  So cute!

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« Reply #15 on: Fri, Jan 22, 2010, 10:11 AM »
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His recent climax should have helped his control, at least taken some of the edge off, but it appeared that the opposite was true.  Somehow, he was even more hungry for her and this time, he meant to be deep inside her when he came.

 

That's hot. I like the way your wrote it!


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Her body was soft, nipple pebble-hard and her skin fragrant. She smelled of lust and love, of both of them combined.

I liked this the first time I read it, and it still stands out for me. Nicely written! 


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Is it possible to cum without any real contact? she wondered.

That made me laugh, because I think lots of people have asked the same question, especially while obsessing over some hot new fanfic. *lol*


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She chose him, only him and if it were possible for a Vulcan to be smug, then Spock would be.  He brushed against the nub with his thumb and chuckled darkly at her reaction. No man but him would ever have the chance to touch her like this.  No one.  Not Mr. Scott, not any of the other lackeys that volleyed for her attentions.  She was his and his alone.

I know this paragraph was challenging to write, but I think it turned out perfectly!


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Would sex rule him now like it did the Captain

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She didn't know what to say to that, had no words to express how much his words meant to her, so instead, she showed him.

Perfect ending!

I am glad this story is continuing. You're doing a great job with it. And you def should make a hot Zach siggie!!

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #16 on: Fri, Jan 22, 2010, 11:12 AM »
Thanks, B.  We do make a good team don't we.

As for ZQ siggie... *sigh*  oh yeah baby.  I think I'm gonna download the softwear now to I can get to work :D 

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« Reply #17 on: Sat, Jan 23, 2010, 06:45 AM »
Oh yeah, that  is a great sig and ava! Nice job. :D

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #18 on: Tue, Mar 02, 2010, 12:00 PM »
OMG!  :shock  I haven't seen the movie and i'm not a fan, but damnit I've got to see this movie. WOW! That was intense. Hell, I loved how he went from formal and uptight to downright primal :tongue. Well done, darlin! Smashing sweetie, simply smashing! :bow  :-*

 ***Staggers off in search of a cold shower or a Vulcan man in Pon Farr, whichever one is available***
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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #19 on: Tue, Mar 02, 2010, 12:04 PM »
"Vulcan man in the middle of Pon Farr"  SIGH.. A girl can dream, right. 

I LOVE Aggressive Spock. So freaking cute. I still got one more chappe to this, maybe two, got to get the bug to write.  Hard to find when you got a tenacious 3 almost 4 yr old. 

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« Reply #20 on: Sat, Mar 06, 2010, 09:01 PM »
Well, pop in a video, give the little one a snack, and lock yourself in a room with Spock. You HAVE to keep going! Please? ;D Pretty Please?  ;D


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« Reply #21 on: Wed, Apr 28, 2010, 01:02 PM »
Babysitter?  Please?  Spock was always my favorite... hated than damn nurse, what was her name?

This is sooo good!

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #22 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 12:30 PM »
5 Killing me Softly
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Warning: Strong sexual content and language.

Autumn opened herself up to him and whimpered when Spock slid deep.  They kissed, a slow tango of tongues.  Hands roamed, grasped and held.  She arched and he pressed closer.

Needing more, craving total unity, Spock reached his hand up and pressed his sensitive fingers to Autumn's cheek and temple.  He opened his mind and let go.  He allowed all of his love and everything that he was to flow into his wife.

Stunned by the sudden influx of emotions, Autumn gasped and wept.  Spock was showing her his soul, his very core.  He was beautiful, his love so pure and true.  How could she ever repay him such a gift?

Pressing her hand against his, she came with her eyes locked on his.  A long, slow, hard release that made her lightheaded. Spock followed closely behind but he didn't stop. He kept moving, gently, in and out.  Driving Autumn half mad with it.

He began to whisper, Autumn couldn't understand the words, but they were beautiful.  Vulcan words that inflamed them both.  She writhed and begged for more.  The soft, gentle side of Spock was almost too much.  He was killing her softly and just when she was sure she couldn't take anymore, he changed.

His hand fell away and hands gripped tight.  Spock pulled out and flipped her over on to her knees so fast it left her breathless and dizzy.  He slammed back into her roughly and Autumn cried out in shock and pleasure.

Spock growled behind her and completely covered her with his body.  He pumped in and out of her, desperate now.  It didn't matter that they had both come many times, this time was different.

Hard and brutal.  Primal.  This was a Vulcan rutting.  Intense sex, violent.  Lines blurred, logic dissolved completely, thoughts non-existent.

Vows had been exchanged, words of love and tender caresses, but now it was all about mating.  In and out, in and out, in, out, in....no thought, just instinct.

Slowly, Spock's blood cooled and his mind filled, once again, with his comforting logic. With one last thrust, his body emptied and he was sated.

Spock stopped and rested his head against Autumn's back for moment, trying to catch his breath.  He trembled from exertion.  Time was lost to him, how long had he been pounding in to Autumn's tender body?  He did not know.

He withdrew and they both groaned in pain. If he was sore, he could not imagine how she felt.

With his remaining strength, he moved her and laid her down on her back gently.

"I am sorry, Autumn.  I had no idea what would happen, how it would end."

Autumn just smiled and nodded weakly, "It's over?" she whispered in question.  She loved Spock, loved him inside of her, but she hurt and was so very tired.  And hungry.  But she was just too tried to want to eat.  Her stomach rumbled and Spock started to get up to get them some food. "No, not yet.  I need to rest, so tired..."

"We need food to build our strength back up."

"Please, just sleep with me, food later..."

The words fell from her lips as she drifted off to sleep.  Spock smiled slightly and thought they had 'slept' together.  That was the way a lot of humans spoke of sex, but they had done everything he could imagine but sleep.  Sighing contently, he wrapped his body around hers, covered them with a blanket and he too, slept.

~~

Gnawing stomach pain woke them and when they looked at each other, they laughed.  Autumn giggled at Spock's hair and he chuckled at their serious need of cleansing.

"Oh, God, I feel like I'm coming off a bender with Uhura.  Man, can that woman drink!"

"So, making love to me leaves you with a headache and sour stomach in the morning, flattering," Spock said dryly.

Autumn just rolled her eyes and grinned, "Welcome back."

Spock cocked his brow, "It is good to be back, but I really would like to shower and perhaps eat some food."

"You don't want to ravish me anymore?"  Autumn joked.

"Currently, no."  Spock watched as her face changed ever so slightly with hurt.  Human women, he would never really understand them, but he had a lifetime to learn. Running his finger along Autumn's jaw line, he said, "I do not think that either of us is any shape at the moment.  Know this, my wife, I will ravish you often and completely."

"But the Pon Farr?"

"Is not the only time we are intimate.  It is the only time we need to be.  I have been struggling to keep my hands off of you for months and believe me, it had nothing to do with Pon Farr."

Felling her heart flutter all over again, Autumn sighed.  Being with Spock was pure bliss.  She was so very happy she could burst.  It wasn't about the sex or making love.  It was about him.  His eyes, his scent, his voice.  He was fascinating to her; the most intelligent man she'd ever met.  She knew she could share a lifetime with him and it still not be enough.  She'd still want to learn all he knew, still have questions to ask him and long to know his opinions.

A slight tinge of sadness hit her thinking how much longer he would live.  She would one day die and he would go on, alone once more.  How could he put himself out there like that?  She'd seen his face after his mother died, the hurt and pain.  Would he be able to stand losing his mate?  He was half human after all and deeply emotional.

Pushing away her morbid thoughts, she smiled at him, "Are you happy?"

He paused for a moment, trying to really understand the question, its meaning.  Happy.  A simple word but an illogical one.  An emotional one, but one that was very hard for him to understand.  Happy?  He knew that he couldn't imagine life without Autumn.  Knew he had waited too long, even the few months that he lost with her would haunt him the rest of his days.  He had and would continue to treasure ever second of time he spent with her.  He would worry about his regrets later, the thoughts were not pleasing.  Oh but when he looked at her, he felt light, connected and loved.  "Happy is not a Vulcan word, but yes, I believe that I am."

Autumn smiled at him, "I'm happy too.  You make me happy."  Autumn ran her hand over Spock's chest and then placed it low on his right side.  She could feel his heart beat, strong, steady and fast.  So much faster than hers.  He seamed so normal, so human, but he wasn't.  There were so many subtle things that betrayed his mixed race but you could only see them up close.  With each touch, each minute, she learned more and more about him.  This was only the beginning.

Unaware of her musings, Spock's mind was on solving their immediate issues.  Food and cleansing.  "Good, it is settled then.  Shower, I will get us some food."

She watched as Spock got out of bed and bit her lip.  Wow, who know he had such a nice ass.  Long, almost lanky, but his muscles rippled and flowed like silk under his skin.  So sexy and unaware of it.  When he bent down to pick up his pants and she couldn't help herself, "I like the way you are dressed now."

Spock frowned and her, clearly puzzled by the statement. "I am not wearing any clothing."

Grinning, Autumn nodded gleefully, "I know.  Keep it that way."

Still unsure why she would want him to walk around naked, all he could come back with was, "But it is unsanitary."

Crawling to the edge of the bed, she looked up at him and licked her lips, "Was it unsanitary when I had your cock in my mouth?"  She saw him twitch, a spark of life trying to jump back into said organ.  It was Autumn's turn to raise her brow and lower her gaze when he didn't reply.

Her voice went husky and her core wet.  She didn't know how she could want him again so soon, but she did, "I like you naked, Spock.  I like looking at your body, being able to touch you at will.  Taste you."

Unable to stop his body's reaction to her words, he growled and dropped his pants back to the floor. Yanking her off the bed and into his arms Spock crushed his lips against hers.  Before she knew what was happening, she was against the cool hull wall and he was inside of her once again.

"It burns." He muttered against her neck, almost whimpered.  He was tired, drained from the night before but the way she looked at him reignighted the fire that burned for her.

"Yeah, but it feels sooo good when you're inside me." Her heart pounded and she said his name.  When he looked at her she kissed him softly but fully.  "It's like the first time all over again.  This is you, Spock, not the Pon Farr.... you."

Vowing to never make the same mistakes as his father, Spock held her gaze and said, "I love you, Autumn."

Autumn smiled, "And I love you, Mr Spock.  Now, yeah, umm, oh... lets move this to the shower.  Can you do that, big boy?"

Spock did not answer her, just just did as she commanded and took them both in to the small shower stall and turned on the hot water.  It helped ease some of the discomfort both of them were feeling and he got to drink from her skin; he found that he really enjoyed that.

~~

Once they finally got around to eating, Autumn looked at the food before her and sighed, "Is it going to bother you that I like meat? Milk and cheese?"  The thought of living off rabbit for didn't really appeal to her too much.  She'd do it, for him, but she wouldn't like it.

"Why would it?" Muttered, adding a few more pieces of fruit to his plate.  He would have to make sure he thanked Kirk and McCoy for the food.  He knew that they were the ones behind the fresh and not freeze dried fruit.

"Because we're going to be living together."

Spock eyes snapped to hers and stopped chewing for a moment before he swallowed hard.  Autumn had to laugh at that.  "Forgot about that didn't you?"  At the look in his face, she howled with laughter.  She should be offended that he seemed horrified by the thought but she wasn't.  This was Spock, so controlled.  Someone coming in to his quarters, touching and sharing his things had to be hard on him.

Autumn shrugged, "I guess you could move in with me, but your place is larger.  I really don't think we'll be able to fit comfortably at mine once the kids come."

"Kids?" Did my voice just crack, Spock wondered.

Another fit of giggles, "Yeah, little Spocks and Autumns.  Wonder if they'd have red hair?  Could you see a little Vucan with red hair?"

After a moment, he relaxed and tried to imagine it.  "We all have black hair, or some have dark brown.  A blue eyed, red haired Vulcan, the Elders will weep."
 
"Wait until they hear you married a human after everything that has happened the last few months."  Suddenly unsure, "What do you think your father will say?"

"I do not know.  It does not matter.  He once told me that he married my mother because he loved her.  I married you because I love you.  How could he want any less for me?"

"We'll dilute your bloodline farther."

"Perhaps Spock Prime can sire a few children?"

Autumn's Jaw dropped and she shook her head in denial.  "How can you say that?  He is you, you're him?"

"Technically,but not entirely accurate.  He is what I would have been, not what I am."

"And that makes it ok for him to go out and impregnate women?  The children will be as much yours as his."

"The paradox of two of the same beings is mind boggling, even to me. I do not know how I would feel about it or how it would effect me.  Would it change things, the universe?  What if I never knew?  What if he already has children, what if they perished along with Vulcan?"

"Spock?"

"What?  The logical thing would be to increase the number of Vulcans."

"And you mated with a human."

"I had planned on resigning my commission, but he encouraged to follow my heart."

Autumn smiled, "I think I like the older you."

"Yes, I believe you would."

"Will I get to meet him?"

"I am sure, in time, you will make each other's acquaintance."

"Is he as sexy as you? Because if he is, I'm not sure how I will be able to handle two of you side by side."

Spock stopped and looked at her earnestly, "You are my wife, not his."

Autumn's stomach did a slow, happy roll and she leaned over and kissed him.  He tasted of pineapple.  Yummy, she thought as she pulled back and licked her lips.   

Looking back down at her own plate, Autumn sighed and ate a grape. She longed for steak to give her some iron in her blood.  She needed energy.  "I know it's going to be an adjustment for both of us.  Everything happened so fast.  One minute I was thinking you were dumping me, the next you're fucking me six ways to Sunday and we're married."

Brow quirk.

"Yeah, I know... not the talk of a lady but can you come up with a better way to explain what we did here?"  She waited...

Spock thought about it and decided that he could not.  "No, that about sums it up."

"Thought so.  It'll take time, but we have that now.  People will talk, wonder and gosip. You'll get criticized for stepping out of your race and people will watch my every move, sure that I'm pregnant and that's why this happened so quickly.  Frankly, I don't care what they think or say but I hope it does not effect you professionally.  Personally, I got you and that's all that matters.  If I must resign, I will."

Spock just listened to her and watched.  He enjoyed her company and for the first time ever, he could truly relax with her, with anyone.  She didn't question him, didn't make him feel like less of a man because of his mixed blood.

Her cheeks are flushed, he thought, and her eyes are sparkling with excitement and challenge. So beautiful.  This is my wife, my family.   

"We will work it out.  I am sure that your possessions are in my quarters as we speak. Jim is thoughtful like that.  As much as it pains me to admit it, he is a good friend, though quite pompous at times."

Laughing Autumn shook her head, "You can be a little over confident at times also, Spock."

"I am not over confident, I am sure, there is quite a difference."

"Riiighttt."

"There is!"

"What ever you say, Commander.  Still, it'll save us from having to move all of my things.  Though it's kind of uncomfortable thinking about someone going through all my stuff."

"I am sure Uhura was involoved and you know how she is.  She would never let someone violate your privacy, or mine.  Perhaps even the new Non-Human Specialist Lea Archer.  Kirk is trying to find new ways to sweet talk her.  It it pathetic really."

"I think she's sweet.  All to ladies are so jealous because Jim can't keep his eyes off of her.   She's just trying to fit in and not draw undue attention to herself.  And people do all kinds of crazy things for love, like Pon Farr."

Spock's eyes smoldered when he looked at her and his voice dropped deeper, "You enjoyed that."

Autumn laughed, "You bet that sweet little ass of yours I did.  And you say that happens every seven years?  Even after you're mated, married?"

"Yes."

"Fantastic! Though, next time, lets skip the hissy fits, not really you style."

Hissy fits?  Pms'ing?  What was he going to do with her?  "Agreed" 

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #23 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 01:03 PM »
Yippee Skippee!!! We got an update! We got an update!  woo hoo!!

Smashing sweetie, simply smashing! I loved it! I have GOT to get me a Spock of my very own. That was so hot, especially when he went all primal on her. Reminded me of Riddick there for a minute the roughness of it all. Wow! I'm going back to read it again and everyone is trying to figure out why I just turned on the little fan that sits on my desk. LOL

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #24 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 01:06 PM »
Thanks.  I'm trying to keep him Spock like and calm, but I think they have to explode from time to time.  Naked hot women almost always make men go nuts!

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« Reply #25 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 01:11 PM »
oh and one more thing.....


                                         
KEEP GOING!!!!!
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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #26 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 04:28 PM »
Yay! Glad you posted it. I love the beginning of the chapter. The sweetness was nice. :)  The rough stuff was even better. :D  I love Autumn's sense of humor. She is the perfect foil for Spock. The two of them should be fun to watch. It will be interesting to see how they handle living together in small/ish starship quarters. And I am eager to see how the others react when they get back to the Enterprise.

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #27 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 05:20 PM »
Okay - another quietish night at the office so I'm trawling through the fics section!

I didn't like the film personally, but I love this story!  FG - I think you have the young Spock down to a tee.  I liked seeing the 'romantic' side of Spock and the smuttier bits were perfect!!.  I think Autumn will be perfect at keeping him from being just too Vulcan.


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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #28 on: Wed, May 19, 2010, 05:22 PM »
Thanks, Helen.  Spock feels deeply, just too Vulcan to really know how to show it just yet.  He'll learn :D 

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Re: [Star Trek 2009]Pon Farr[NC-17][ONG]
« Reply #29 on: Thu, May 20, 2010, 04:31 AM »
I typed up feedie earlier at work and then our fucking server went down just as hit 'Post'.  :hammer

Anyway, I love this chapter, babe! The sex is so hot and raw, so unlike Spock in some ways. It's good to see this side of him, but it's also good to see that he has returned. That Autumn teases him... shame on her :giggle but he'll live through it for sure. I guess he really hasn't spent much time considering the consequences of marriage, but I think he's up to the challenge. He does love her after all.

The mind meld during sex, I thought this was amazing. I'd love to be able to share my feelings like this because that way your partner knows you're not lying to him. It must be a truly special experience to mate with a Vulcan. Maybe only with Spock because of his human side, but still.

This is a great story overall and I can't wait to see how it's going to continue! :hugs
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